Intensity

There is a major problem I have in romance.

I am extremely intense, I believe in allowing myself to feel fully and openly, to be excited and to pursue those things which bring bliss into my life.

Many people are put off by this, especially in the dating world. It's very often equal to being psycho or wanting too much too soon, when in reality it's just the way I am with or without expectations. I get excited about good things and people being in my life.

I hope one day to find someone who is accepting of my intensity and actually finds it a turn-on. Someone who is gladdened that I am excited to be in their presence and feels the admiration I pour forth without trying to make it into something negative.

I'm a melodramatic soul, you could point to the fact that I'm an Aries and this is part and parcel with being under that sign. It's being excited in a childlike way and nothing is more disappointing than someone telling you that it's a fault not a virtuous part of your personality.

Since when is being childlike in excitement, enthusiasm and intensity a bad thing? It doesn't mean I'm immature, just that the wonders of the universe titillate me to no end and I gaze on it all as a child would. My friends and family understand this about me and many have called it part of my charm.

Maybe one day I'll find a romantic interest who sees me in the same way as they do.
I hope so.